Sfear

2004-03-05T18:56:00.000-08:00

I got Nequam's blog to work, so Im gonna be using it instead of this...

2004-02-25T17:58:00.000-08:00

I haven't posted anything in a while... Nothing happened today, I'm working in remaking Nequam, but I don't think it'll be finished tonight... Sorry everybody....

2004-02-17T20:53:00.000-08:00

I forgot to put this up earlier... It is a link to a definition or something of one of the most used words in the english dictionary. Oh yea... there should be a "Parent Advisory" sticker on it... so I'm telling you now...

2004-02-17T18:39:00.000-08:00

Kate, can you even get on AIM? You help make my time to do nothing go by faster, o well though... I guess I still see you at school. I wrote a review in journalism... aobut Mushroomhead's CD XII, heheh. That's all for now!

2004-02-15T17:42:00.000-08:00

I changed Nequam around a little bit... and that's about all. Sorry if I got you in trouble yesterday Kate... Maybe you can call me tomorrow if your at your dad's.

2004-02-14T13:51:00.000-08:00

Nothing happened today... I got a kiss yesterday as my other Valentine's Day present, it was more than I wanted, all I really wanted for Valentine's Day was for Kate to be my girlfriend...

2004-02-11T20:57:00.000-08:00

I got a new look for Sfear... and that's pretty much all that happened today... And if you didn't know I got my laptop back on Monday, now that's all, and I love you Kate...

2004-02-10T20:20:00.000-08:00

This post might take a while to load cause there are 2 picture on it... I found out that Im gonna get another Valentine's Day present, it four letters long and she isn't going to buy it... I think I know but she won't tell me... The link for my poster isn't working so I'm just gonna put it up, and below it is a funny picture I found, but I forgot where from...

2004-02-09T17:38:00.000-08:00

Nothing so far has happened... Sry I havent posted anything in a while. I got a girlfriend now... but I dont know if she wants me to say who she is, but I love you!!! I got a new poster too! Here's a link. I found a poem about our president... here it is:

Well, the first thing you know little Georgie goes to Yale.
He can't spell his name but they never let him fail.
He spends all his time hangin' out with student folk.
And that's when he learns how to snort a line of coke.
Blow, that is. White gold. Nose candy.
The next thing you know there's a war in Vietnam.
Kin folks say, "George, stay at home with Mom."
Let the common people get maimed and scarred.
We'll buy you a spot in the Texas Air Guard.
Cushy, that is. Country clubs. Nose candy.
Twenty years later George gets a little bored.
He trades in the booze, says that Jesus is his Lord.
He said, "Now the White House is the place I wanna be."
So he called his daddy's friends and they called the GOP.
Gun owners, that is. Falwell. Jesse Helms.
Come November 7, the election ran late.
Kin folks said "Jeb, give the boy your state!"
"Don't let those colored folks get into the polls."
So they put up barricades so they couldn't punch their holes.
Chads, that is. Duval County. Miami-Dade.
Before the votes were counted five Supremes stepped in.
Told all the voters "Hey, we want George to win."
"Stop counting votes!" was their solemn invocation.
And that's how George finally got his coronation.
Rigged, that is. Illegitimate. No moral authority.
Y'all come vote now. Ya hear?

Now wasn't that good?

2004-02-05T21:11:00.000-08:00

Sorry, but I couldn't get on yesterday... I get my laptop back on Monday, and I can't be on over the weekend.... Maybe on Sunday because my cousin is going to the army and I'm going to his going away party this weekend.. Sorry Kate... Here's the fourth or fifth paragraph of the story...

It was in this apartment, also, that there stood against the western wall, a gigantic clock of ebony. Its pendulum swung to and fro with a dull, heavy, monotonous clang; and when the minute-hand made the circuit of the face, and the hour was to be stricken, there came from the brazen lungs of the clock a sound which was clear and loud and deep and exceedingly musical, but of so peculiar a note and emphasis that, at each lapse of an hour, the musicians of the orchestra were constrained to pause, momentarily, in their performance, to hearken to the sound; and thus the waltzers perforce ceased their evolutions; and there was a brief disconcert of the whole gay company; and, while the chimes of the clock yet rang, it was observed that the giddiest grew pale, and the more aged and sedate passed their hands over their brows as if in confused reverie or meditation. But when the echoes had fully ceased, a light laughter at once pervaded the assembly; the musicians looked at each other and smiled as if at their own nervousness and folly, and made whispering vows, each to the other, that the next chiming of the clock should produce in them no similar emotion; and then, after the lapse of sixty minutes, (which embrace three thousand and six hundred seconds of the Time that flies,) there came yet another chiming of the clock, and then were the same disconcert and tremulousness and meditation as before.

2004-02-03T20:06:00.000-08:00

I'm not gonna put a paragrpah up today since I'm putting poems up... Nothing happened today so here are the poems!

Alone
By Edgar Allan Poe

From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.

The Spirits of the Dead
By Edgar Allan Poe

Thy soul shall find itself alone
'Mid dark thoughts of the grey tomb-stone;
Not one, of all the crowd, to pry
Into thine hour of secrecy.

Be silent in that solitude,
Which is not loneliness- for then
The spirits of the dead, who stood
In life before thee, are again
In death around thee, and their will
Shall overshadow thee; be still.

The night, though clear, shall frown,
And the stars shall not look down
From their high thrones in the Heaven
With light like hope to mortals given,
But their red orbs, without beam,
To thy weariness shall seem
As a burning and a fever
Which would cling to thee for ever.

Now are thoughts thou shalt not banish,
Now are visions ne'er to vanish;
From thy spirit shall they pass
No more, like dew-drop from the grass.

The breeze, the breath of God, is still,
And the mist upon the hill
Shadowy, shadowy, yet unbroken,
Is a symbol and a token.
How it hangs upon the trees,
A mystery of mysteries!

2004-02-02T19:19:00.000-08:00

OK... I want to put up these two poems that I found, but It'll be sooper dooper long if I do... sooo tomorrow I'm not gonna put up a paragraph and I'm gonna put up the poems... Sound good? ok here's the fourth paragraph.

It was a voluptuous scene, that masquerade. But first let me tell of the rooms in which it was held. There were seven—an imperial suite. In many palaces, however, such suites form a long and straight vista, while the folding doors slide back nearly to the walls on either hand, so that the view of the whole extent is scarcely impeded. Here the case was very different; as might have been expected from the duke's love of the bizarre. The apartments were so irregularly disposed that the vision embraced but little more than one at a time. There was a sharp turn at every twenty or thirty yards, and at each turn a novel effect. To the right and left, in the middle of each wall, a tall and narrow Gothic window looked out upon a closed corridor which pursued the windings of the suite. These windows were of stained glass whose color varied in accordance with the prevailing hue of the decorations of the chamber into which it opened. That at the eastern extremity was hung, for example, in blue—and vividly blue were its windows. The second chamber was purple in its ornaments and tapestries, and here the panes were purple. The third was green throughout, and so were the casements. The fourth was furnished and lighted with orange—the fifth with white—the sixth with violet. The seventh apartment was closely shrouded in black velvet tapestries that hung all over the ceiling and down the walls, falling in heavy folds upon a carpet of the same material and hue. But in this chamber only, the color of the windows failed to correspond with the decorations. The panes here were scarlet—a deep blood color. Now in no one of the seven apartments was there any lamp or candelabrum, amid the profusion of golden ornaments that lay scattered to and fro or depended from the roof. There was no light of any kind emanating from lamp or candle within the suite of chambers. But in the corridors that followed the suite, there stood, opposite to each window, a heavy tripod, bearing a brazier of fire that protected its rays through the tinted glass and so glaringly illumined the room. And thus were produced a multitude of gaudy and fantastic appearances. But in the western or black chamber the effect of the fire-light that streamed upon the dark hangings through the blood-tinted panes, was ghastly in the extreme, and produced so wild a look upon the countenances of those who entered, that there were few of the company bold enough to set foot within its precincts at all.

I told you it was long...

2004-02-01T11:20:00.000-08:00

You're an anarchist! Good for you! Take shit from no one!

Are you an anarchist?
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I'm an anarchist, YaY... I mean... that's alright...
Nothing happened so far today. If anything does happen I'll say, till then here's the 3rd paragraph...

It was toward the close of the fifth or sixth month of his seclution, and while the pestilence raged most furiously abroad, that the Prince Prospero entertained his thousand friends at a masked ball of the most unusual magnificence.

That's all for today cause the next paragraph takes up about a page... Bye!

2004-01-31T14:21:00.000-08:00

Nothing happened today really, all I'm gonna do is get my hair dyed. Here's the second paragraph of the story, it shouldn't be that long until it's finished, in the book it's from it's only about 5 1/2 pages.

But the Prince Prospero was happy and dauntless and sagacious. When his dominions were half depopulated, he summoned to his presence a thousand hald and light-hearted friends from among the knights and dames of his court, and with these retired to the deep seclusion of one of his castellated abbeys. This was an extensive and magnificent structure, the creation of the prince's own eccentric yet august taste. A strong and lofty wall girdled it in. This wall had gates of iron. The courtiers, having entered, brought furnaces and massy hammers and welded the bolts. They resolved to leave means neither of ingress or egress to the sudden impulses of despair or of frenzy from within. The abbey was amply provisioned. With such precautions the courtiers might bid defiance to contagion. The external world could take care of itself. In the meantime it was folly to grieve, or to think. The prince had provided all the appliances of pleasure. There were buffoons, there were improvisatori, there were ballet-dancers, there were musicians, there was Beauty, there was wine. All these and security within. Without was the "Red Death."

2004-01-30T21:02:00.000-08:00

I don't get my hair dyed until tomorrow... Too bad. I get my computer back on Monday at the earliest, Wednesday prolly...
I wonder who 'Clare' is... and I didn't think I was moaning... I know what I'm gonna do with Sfear to make it more interesting too! I'm gonna put a story up, I'll put 1 paragraph up each day until it's done, once it's done I'll say who wrote it and what it's called, sound good? Here it begins...

The "Red Death" has long devastated the country. No pestilence had ever been so fatal, or so hideous. Blood was its Avatar and its seal—the redness and the horror of blood. There were sharp pains and sudden dizziness, and then profuse bleeding at the pores, with dissolution. The scarlet stains upon the body and especially upon the face of the victim, were the pest ban which shut him out from the aid and from the sympathy of his fellow-men. And the whole seizure, progress and termination of the disease, were the incidents of half an hour.

That's all for today, check back tomorrow for more!

2004-01-28T18:32:00.000-08:00

I got a new visitor-meter-thing, I think this one looks cooler. That's pretty much all I did today. About 3 more ppl said that I wear a dog collar too, just because it's a chain... I'm gonna get my hair dyed to black with a tint of blue on Friday, too.

2004-01-27T16:13:00.000-08:00

I'll probably be on AIM at about... 3:30, almost every day this week. I should be getting my laptop back on Thursday or Friday... I hope you can wait until then, and all you people who want blog skins, comment on what you want and I'll start makin them. Bye, for now...

2004-01-25T21:30:00.000-08:00

I can't do much on anyting right now... My computer is broken and I'm using my dad's computer right now... That's pretty much all I wanted to say...

2004-01-19T16:31:00.000-08:00

I made 3 more wallpapers... Some people might get offended by the third on though, just because it's an atheist wallpaper... Well,

2004-01-18T15:55:00.000-08:00

The first wallpaper I made was originally a picture of Jesus and some people praying to him, and the second I just got bored so I decided to make it. I have something like the second one for my background. That's pretty much all, the only other thing that happened is that my dad put stuff up on Nequam, and I got better buttons!

2004-01-17T19:39:00.000-08:00

I made a new wallpaper, here's a link. Post a comment if you think you know what it is and I'll tell you if you're wrong or right, I'll prolly say what it is after the first person tho... I just made this one. It'll prolly take a while to load. The next part of Nequam that I'm gonna make (other than something about Marilyn Manson or JTHM) is a wallpaper page.

2004-01-17T14:52:00.000-08:00

I have yet another skin, but I'm gonna keep this one, it looks the best. With the bloody fingerprints and blood drops in the back, and really scratchy look in the back with a whole bunch of little words...

2004-01-17T01:40:00.000-08:00

I have yet another skins for Sfear, this one is meant to be seen in 800x600 though... It doesn't look right on my screen, I hope for a couple of you it'll work right.

2004-01-16T22:51:00.000-08:00

Sorry I haven't posted anyting in a couple of days, but in school we had a big project due today and I was making a new template for Nequam. I'm trying to figure out how I am going to put Marilyn Manson and JHTM on it...

2004-01-13T20:57:00.000-08:00

By popular demand I have to put this up

There Kate, you have your picture now...

2004-01-11T19:01:00.000-08:00

Not much happened, I got a new template for my blog (hope you like it), and.. My web page isn't working any better than before, too bad. I've had a whole 16 people visit my site (w00t!) and that's all!

2004-01-10T21:10:00.000-08:00

Well, my web page is working here's a link. It's still under construction, though. I'm working on getting the 'photos' page working, if you have any ideas (other than a page for poems, *wink* *wink*) comment.

2004-01-09T21:58:00.000-08:00

I got a web page now!! Yay, it won't be up until tomorrow or later its www.nequam.com, nequam is latin for vile, so I have a vile web page, heheheh. Thats all, bye.

2004-01-09T12:00:00.000-08:00

I didn't write this below, my friend, Kate, wrote it...

Keep searching for something that's not there...You may just find it one day...

Do you hear the voices too?

I didn't write what I said yesterday....

2004-01-08T11:23:00.000-08:00

I have two poems written about me now... I'm still a bass player in a band that might exist, and Garrett is the drummer.

MARILYN MANSON IS MY ONLY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Z?
johnny the homicidal maniac

The smart one
I scare the blondes
Mad in the mind
Bored in home room
Everyone is blonde
Red is evil
Love is for prep’s
Yahooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-01-07T16:08:00.000-08:00

I might get web hosting from my dad... He was going to get me a whole bunch of stuff for Blogger, but it would be cheaper to get this hosting indstead. Here's a link. It's HostSave. That's all for now, and Kate.... I'm not going to tell you!!!

2004-01-06T22:24:00.000-08:00

I changed my template again... Plz comment if u like/dislike it, I'm doing all this to please you people, not myself... Well I gotta go to sleep now, night everyone!

2004-01-06T13:30:00.000-08:00

I just found out that I'm a bass player in a band today... I don't even know how to play bass... :-/ I'm still in school, but not much has happened today yet... That's all for now.

2004-01-05T18:22:00.000-08:00

Here's a couple pictures of my dog, Romeo.

I changed it so all you have to do is click on the pictures to see them. Take a look...

Romeo Playing

Romeo playing again

Romeo laying on top of my mom in my room

You can click on any of the pictures to see them bigger, Yahoo! DSL has some good stuff.... Like image hosting! =P

2004-01-05T10:09:00.000-08:00

My comments aren't working... Atleast not right now. Maybe if you tried you could get them to work.

2004-01-05T01:09:00.000-08:00

My blog or Yahoo is being wierd.... When you first come into my site the pictures work (or should work) and when you refresh it they disapear.... I'll figure it out later

2004-01-04T22:08:00.000-08:00

Since I was posting pictures... Here is a picture of my cousin's dog, Minnie. She's a pure-bred Pomeranian (I think that's how you spell it), look at it to see for yourself.

2004-01-04T09:17:00.000-08:00

Thx to 'the immortal immortal' for his imood card he sent me, now I feel wanted : ). We decided to name my dog Romeo... not sure why but we did. I'll see if I can get my dad to let me use his digital camera to post my new dog's picture up, thats all!

2004-01-03T15:56:00.000-08:00

I got a dog today, it's a Husky/Wolf. I think it's only 7 weeks old, but I'm not really sure... WHY AM I TYPING IN COMPLETE SENTENCES?!?!?! Hmmm..... We (My family and I) haven't picked a name for it yet... I'll post something when we figure it out. 2 more days until school... I ever thought I'd say this, but I'm glad. It's been kinda boring around here, thats why I have all this stuff on my web page that changes so much, because I have so much extra time... If you know anything to keep me entertained plz comment, thx!! ;D

2004-01-03T05:45:00.000-08:00

Your element is Spirit. You are above most Earthly things or like to think you are. More mysterious than any of the other elements and twice as dangerous. You tend to be a loner and whatever you belive in it verges on fanatical. Be careful because Spirit has no true substance and can get lost.

What's your element?
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2004-01-03T05:38:00.000-08:00

You are an individual,go you! You think for yourself and don't need to wear tight shirts and short skirts to get the attention you want.You are somewhat depressed but try not to let people know.That where the cutting comes in.You're not one of thoes people who need to be labeled and you dont have a group.You're just you.

What clique do you belong in?
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2004-01-03T05:35:00.000-08:00

Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.

Where will you go when you die?
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2004-01-02T17:49:00.000-08:00

I was bored and I got it from one of my brother's friends Xanga... Kinda long, but here it is.

[ Basics]
-- Name : Tim Hamner
-- Birthdate : July 23rd, 1989
-- Current Location : California
-- Eye Color : Brown
-- Hair Color : Sides are black and I bleached the top
-- Righty or Lefty : I'm a righty
-- Zodiac Sign : Leo

[ My Favorite]
-- Music : Nu-Metal, Alternative, Hip-Hop
-- Color : Black, Maroon, Midnight Blue, Gray
-- Slushy Flavor : Cherry
-- TV Show : Don't watch much TV
-- Song : KoRn - Y'all Want a Single
-- Language : English
-- Food/beverage: Chinese Food, Coke
-- Subject in School : Lunch
-- Ice Cream Flavor : Chocolate Mint
-- Roller Coaster : Viper at Six Flags

[ What Is]
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM : O well
-- The first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning: I'm so tired.
-- The last image/thought you go to sleep with : Time to slip from my conciousness, and see where my unconciousness takes me
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex : Usually their face
-- Your best feature : Don't think I have any...
-- Your bedtime : 11 PM - 1 AM
-- Your greatest fear : Being rejected by everyone
-- Your greatest accomplishment : Not sure

[ I Prefer]
-- Pepsi or coke : Coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Neither, they are both shit. Shit in a paper bag
-- Single or group dates : Any kind
-- Adidas or nike : Adidas
-- Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers : Chicken fingers
-- Dogs or cats : Dogs
-- Rugrats or Doug : Doug
-- Monica or Brandy : Brandy
-- Chocolate or vanilla : Chocolate
-- Hot Chocolate or Hot Cocoa : Hot Chocolate
-- Cappuccino or Coffee : Coffee

[ Do I]
-- Take a shower everyday? : For the most part
-- Have a(any) crush(es)? : Yes
-- Do you think you've been in love? : No
-- Want to go to college? : Yes
-- Like high school? : Yes
-- Want to get married : Yes I do... I'll probably end up getting a mail-order bride from Russia.
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys? : Yes
-- Believe in yourself? : Yes
-- Get motion sickness? : No
-- Think you're a health freak? : No
-- Get along with your parents? : At times
-- Like thunderstorms? : Of course.

[ The Future]
-- Age you hope to be married : When I'm atleast 25.
-- Numbers and Names of Children : 1 or 2. Michael or Alex if I have a boy, and Chelsea if I have a girl
-- Where do you see yourself at age 20? : Taking classes in Berkeley
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding : My fiance would plan it all
-- How do you want to die? : Anyway except running away
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? : Sergeant
-- What country would you most like to visit? : Greece

[ Opposite Sex ]
-- Best eye color? : Doesn't matter
-- Best hair color? : Brown
-- Short or long hair? : Long
-- Best height? : Shorter than me
-- Best weight? : 125 or below
-- Best articles of clothing? : Don't care
-- Best first date location? : Don't care

[ Other]
-- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : 8 years ago
-- How many rings until you answer the phone? : Never count
-- What's on your mouse pad? : I use a touchpad
-- How many houses have you lived in? : Three
-- How many schools have you gone to? : Two
-- What color is your bedroom carpet? : I have tile
-- Would you shave your head for $5000 dollars? : Yeah
-- If you were stranded on a desert island and you could only take three things with you what would you take? : Water, Food, and a rifle
-- What was the best time of your life so far? : Dancing with the girl I like
--What is one memory that makes you feel the worst about yourself? : Knowing the things that I have done.

2004-01-02T02:10:00.000-08:00

You'd bite their neck and drain their blood! Why?
Because you're a vampire like me! Whats that?
You're not a vampire? Well here's your chance.

How would you Murder?
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2004-01-01T23:56:00.000-08:00

Are you looking for Xanga codes, Xanga scripts, Xanga music, or Xanga HTML? If so, click here!

2004-01-01T16:49:00.000-08:00

People, plz give me ideas on what to make my skin like... I've got no more... If you want a picture on it I'll need somewhere to get it from, but I'll still try to make it. You can see the skins I've already made here. THX!!!

2004-01-01T01:53:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year everyone!!! I finally get a new archive. Like this skin? Comment if you do or don't. I kinda like it like this cause it's more organized. Oh well... That's all for now, about to play Worms: Armagedon. It's a pretty good game.

2003-12-31T17:18:00.000-08:00

I have 5 skins at BlogSkins now. You can see em here. I just made one on KoRn and got more downloads than all my other ones in 1 day.

2003-12-30T18:36:00.000-08:00

You're goin' down, FOR MURDER!!!

What Would You Go to Jail For?
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2003-12-29T15:40:00.000-08:00

I need image-hosting, but I got no money :-( You can't even see my header... Sign my guestbook if you like my web-page plz... Comments are always pleasing. There's a link to it on the left.

2003-12-28T19:04:00.000-08:00

Today... I did nothing. I found a new web-page to help with making Blogger skins from Miyavi. Thx again :-) Here's a link.

2003-12-28T00:08:00.000-08:00

I just saw Cheaper by the Dozen, its pretty good... Lots of changes in it tho... I realized i was copying someone elses skin today at BlogSkins, I wrote any apology to them and changed it more to not resemble theirs as much...

2003-12-27T13:45:00.000-08:00

My skin has gotten 16 downloads! w00t! Still on the most recently added, number 11, check it out!

2003-12-27T04:37:00.000-08:00

Take a look at my skin I made, here's a link. Still kinda early... Sooo tired....

2003-12-26T20:30:00.000-08:00

I found my favorite poem, well, here it is:

The Haunted Palace
In the greenest of our valleys
By good angels tenanted,
Once a fair amd stately palace -
Radiant palace - reared its head.
In the monarch Thought's dominion -
It stood there!
Never seraph spread a pinion
Over fabric half so fair!

Banners yellow, glorious, golden,
On its rof did float and flow,
(This - all this - was in the olden
Time long ago,)
And every gentle air that dallied,
In that sweet day,
Along the ramparts plump and pallid,
A winged odor went away.

Wanderers in that happy valley,
Through two luminous windows, saw
Spirits moving musically,
To a lute's well-tuned law,
Round about a throne where, sitting
(Porphyrogene!)
In state of his glory well befitting,
The ruler of the realm was seen.

And all with pearl and ruby glowing
Was the fair palace door,
Through which came flowing, flowing, flowing,
And sparkling evermore,
A troop of Echos, whose sweet duty
Was but to sing,
In their voice of surpassing beauty,
The wit and wisdom of their king.

But evil things, in robes of sorrow,
Assailed the monarch's high estate.
(Ah, let us mourn! - for never morrow
Shall dawn upon him, desolate!)
And round about his home the glory
That blushed and bloomed,
Is but a dim-remembered story
Of the old time entombed.

And travellers, now, within that valley,
Through the red-litten windows see
Vast forms that move fantastically
To a discordant melody,
While, like a ghastly rapid river,
Through the pale door
A hideous throng rush out forever
And laugh - but smile no more.

- Edgar Allen Poe

2003-12-26T13:39:00.000-08:00

My dog died :(. The cops came and didn't even use pepper-spray or anything, they just shot him when he went up to bite them. You'll have to e-mail me to ask me why the cops where there...

2003-12-25T22:39:00.000-08:00

I'm a Schizoid! w00t for me!

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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2003-12-25T18:05:00.000-08:00

I cut my finger open, :(. I dropped my sword and tried to catch it but only got the sheath and grabbed the blade with the other hand, doesn't hurt very much but theres a lot of blood.

2003-12-25T10:02:00.000-08:00

Today I got many Christmas presents. Here they are: a samurai sword, Converse Allstars, Vans Social Distortion shoes, a bath robe & slippers, a shark jaw, a taxidermied rattlesnake, a laser-made skull in a block of glass, Midtown Madness 3 for X-Box, a leather jacket, two taxidermied scorpions, a ship pendant to put on a necklace, a taxidermied bird-eating spider, two Edgar Allen Poe books, a pair of pajamas, a pair of pants, and a KoRn cd... but not the one I wanted. I wanted 'Take a Look in the Mirror' but my dad got me 'Life is Peachy'. Oh well...

2003-12-24T20:31:00.000-08:00

I am Einstein! I feel special, smarter than all of you infidels!

What Famous Leader Are You?

2003-12-24T18:28:00.000-08:00

Nothing happened today, not sure if I can open a present yet... My sister is begging, but I don't really care... Not like Christmas is very important. Presents don't last very long and they're the best part of Christmas. =/

2003-12-24T18:27:00.000-08:00

You can post comments on my web page now. Just click on 'Comment' under the post to say whatever you want. =)

2003-12-23T15:08:00.000-08:00

I know a couple of things I'm gonna get for Christmas that I'll like...
ICP sweatshirt, Social Distortion shoes, A Leather Jacket, and an Edgar Allen Poe book.

2003-12-23T14:39:00.000-08:00

This is my symbol, if you look close you can see my initials - TLH. This picture, as simple as it may look, took over and hour to draw!

2003-12-22T22:14:00.000-08:00

I helped cut down a couple of trees today, came in and played my new favorite X-Box game, Dungeons and Dragons: Heroes, and then went to get my brother's present (I'll just say it since he already knows), a Dungeon Magazine, it costed $5.99 too, just for a magazine! That's all that happened today (and if you haven't noticed I have pictures now =P).

2003-12-21T22:02:00.000-08:00

I went shopping today - I don't want to say what I got everyone in case they might look here. It was expensive, took almost $80 overall to buy everything, and I didn't even buy something for my brother, yet. I even bought one of my friends something...

2003-12-20T14:01:00.000-08:00

I saw Lord of the Rings last night. Really good movie, but also really long. It has a lot of twists in it that make it seems like it should've ended about 5 times. O yea, and I got two zip-tie bracelets, glow-in-the-dark yellow and glow-in-the-dark orange.

2003-12-19T18:12:00.000-08:00

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

2003-12-19T17:24:00.000-08:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

2003-12-19T15:59:00.000-08:00

This is an AIM conversation between a hacker [FBIAgent982329] and a random person [Suspect] that I got from Albino Black Sheep.

FBIAgent982329: Logging ON
FBIAgent982329: Please take your hand off the mouse and keyboard and do not shut off your computer.
Suspect: What? Why?
FBIAgent982329: We have found trace reports of you downloading from numerous child pornography websites.
Suspect: Um, I don't know what your talking about.
FBIAgent982329: Sir, just stay right their. You have been caught in a sting operation, just wait there, we have already sent out a unit to your address.

(This is where I go to his nifty Quikken© program where he has his address set to automatically print on envelopes, isn't it great =)

FBIAgent982329: We are sending 2 (two) mobile units to this residence [####] Twin Oaks Drive Tacoma, Washington
Suspect: I didn't buy anything though.. I just looked.
FBIAgent982329: When you veiw a website you download the images for veiwing sir.
Suspect: The website said all models were over 18.
FBIAgent982329: Sir, we are referring to the files found in your KaZaA Shared Files folder. Not your internet cache.
Suspect: That doesn't even tell me how old they are.
FBIAgent982329: We are referring to the files "Kiddy pOrn Slut younger sister" "Preteen lolita slut fuck" and "Underage at nude camp"

(The guy then trys to delete the files)

FBIAgent982329: Sir please take your hand off of the mouse. And step away from the computer, they should be there any minute. When they get there you need to cooperate by opening the door and then follow the agents instructions.
Suspect: OK
Suspect: I need to call my lawyer first.
FBIAgent982329: No sir, please leave your phone line clear.
Suspect: If I don't answer I'm using the restroom.
FBIAgent982329: OK

The guy didn't say anything else and then about... 2 weeks later his computer shut off and it never logged onto the interenet since...

He was [a] phyciatrist too...

It could happen to you! Get Peer Guardian today!

2003-12-18T11:42:00.000-08:00

This is a poem my friend wrote:

I am the one
Who haunts your sleep
And makes nightmares
In which things creep

I am the creature
That comes at night
And make it even darker
So there's no light

I am the shadow
You think you saw
I am the black pictures
The dark likes to draw

I am the one
When you call, "Who's there?"
I am the bat's eyes
When they glare

I am the voice
You didn't hear
Who whispers secrets
In your ear

I am the soul
You thought about one time
Your sleep I stole
In my silent rhyme

I was the monster
Hiding in your room
When you were young
Who made fright bloom

I was the person
Who wasn't there
When my voice surrounds you
And blows through your hair

I was the mirror
That didn't wave back
When you moved your hand
And painted you black

I was the picture
You painted one day
That moved on its own
And crept away

I was the cry
In the night
That wailed so high
And created fright

And now I am you
And I'm still here
Who am I?
I am fear...

- Krow Hernandez

2003-12-18T11:19:00.000-08:00

I'm in my AB class right now, not even supposed to be on my web page right now, O WELL!
Ich hasse Sie. Ich wünsche, daß Sie tot waren.. That is what I think of anyone who reads this web page. If you can't read German than I guess you'll never know...
Something for you ponder over...
What color do you bleed?

2003-12-17T19:03:00.000-08:00

My first post! Not much happened today, went to school and presented my Indepent Experiment to my science class. That's pretty much all.